untied shoelaces

i love staring at the light.and then staring at the dark.the glow that stays back in my eyes kills most of my free time.it floats like gravity defies it,thats the best part.i try to look at it,like trying to look into the sun,then,seeing it float away,to some corner.i try to move my eyes away from it,i can see it following me around,like it wants to get back in my view.
i like sitting under lights.sometimes,bugs fly directly into the light,like a plane,flying straight into a wall.they fall down.like dirty raindrops,which may fall directly on my eye,but i dont want to close my eyes or look away from the light.

i would like to see my face without skin,a morbid thought,it is,i know,but would you ever really get a chance to do that?even in your last dying moments,if you somehow live through the pain of peeling your skin off,would you actually live to remember it?life sucks because of this,call me a pessimist,balls to you,dragon balls to me?akons balls to you.so many fucking things you cant do before you die.can you ever sprout wings and fly away?no,but you can get a close feeling of it if you bungee jump while high.

i hate socially acceptable addictions.and the people who're on them.

i hate being nice.balls to you if you cant stand me,you can shag your dog for all i care.and no,i dont want to wish your good morning back to you,cause mornings suck.youre just happy about it cause youre sucking up to your boss/teacher/whatever higher authority.

values...why buy when you can steal?

walking away from stuff you know you have to go back to sucks.like not flushing your toilet just because youre too lazy.figure out the deeper meaning instead of laughing about the pot full of shit.

:)....aww....look at you little smiley...would you like to die?would you?huh?little bastard.

education sucks.the education system sucks.its a training ground for 'young professionals' who will be walking with the same plastic face on for the rest of their lives.fuck your 3-piece suit.

ever think of how it would be if you were a boob and you could see?so many men staring at you as the rest of you walks.stealing little glances,your world tumbles into an earthquake if the rest of you runs down a flight of stairs.yes,i waste my time thinking about things like these.

ever stuck a matchstick into one end of a pen refill and lit it up?no?you can see drops of fire fall to the ground.

if you dont have a bath for a month,three layers of thick dirt accumulate where ever your skin is exposed most of the time.having a bath twice will rid you of it.

ever try sliding down stairs on a piece of plywood?its awesome,except you have nothing to hold on to....

id like to have superpowers.